dazzling

sorrow overwhelmes at times. why? i don;t even know.

sometimes i feel so sad that i couldn't even concentrate. why do i feel so beaten everytime? i feel like crying so badly and most of the time i do. It's not as tho someone else bullied me. But it;s juz me.

i feel so f*ked up and heck. I can't even find comfort in watching a movie. Wanna really talk to someone to feel better but seems like noone's free to accompany me through the night.

It's juz me again....alone here.

The supposedly happy day is coming but i dun feel it at all. I dun even care anymore........i just want myself and my life to go on.