shopping!

saw this dress at phuture london. so darn pretty BUT the price was PHOOOOAH.......$138!!!! nowadays i don't have that much $$$ to buy this kinda pricy stuff le. haiz. i need a tuition assignment soon. any lobangs?

i need to save money for the future, money for my everyday thirst for food, money for medical fee ( often sick, damn it ), expenses on my aquarium, money for hall fees. Not to forget a lump sum of money to pay back when i graduate. So that's why i can't afford to spurge like i did back at the old days.

$$$$ in bank but i can't touch. Lest i wanna be a begger in the future. sigh....

i usually don't think $$$ as a prob till i see sth that i love so god damn much but i've gotta think twice abt those numbers in my account book. Nope, i don't wanna be poor and work my ass off to pay off future loans and debts. Nope. i don't want my husband to work his ass off to help me pay them as well. Nope. i don't want my family to suffer becoz of this. Considering all this, i would have to shut those temptations off and gleefully walk away.

However so, i'm craving for the middle eastern cuisine....yum yum. delicious....when's the next time i'm gonna taste it? hopefully this coming holiday.

Holiday? what holiday? next week wld be the start of eid. then it's intersem. fucking hell. it's like another school semester. Ntu, *shake head*, recalling what they said abt singapore, now i'm here for almost 6 to 7 years, i still feel cheated. Cheated to come to this HorriGible country where money speaks louder than everything. In fact materialistic is a characteristic here. many of those i met belongs to the same traits. Minority are not. And i'm quite glad that all these years here, i managed to get some of these minorities. :) that makes my life here a little better. And in recently years, a little nicer with the presence of my bebe.

hopefully it won't be like how an old friend described london. " Once you're here, you wouldn't wanna get out ever again. " Due to the main culprit, money! Good money means good life. what a delusion. I'll show one day that i can happy without being a millionaire. Money is the root of all evil, ain't it? But why can;t people see through it's evilness?

Hopefully i can get outta here. Once everything is paid off. And enjoy slow and country life somewhere else. A place where it's a great environment for children to grow up in, my parents to grow old in.

Now i might sound i'm done with my papers. But i still have a paper to go. E&S. Enginneering and society, a subject which is somewhat like GP and i hate it when i've gotta deal with current news. Newspapers to me are one sided and redundant to me. But knowing this, i still don't bother to read from the net. BAh, i'm just plain lazy.

Time to do some past years. Ciaoz! Hope you guys and girls, yes, those who had finished exam, had a great rest and fun before next week! :)