fucking irritated

this IH is making me puke blood again.

wad da fuck manz! 5 main players? and no reserves currently? sure play till die one la.

BUT again, i saw the fixtures. against hall 7 and 2. can win meh? with 5 xiao mao? hA?

only had one training. and that training only see the familiar face. how the fuck would i noe if the rest wld turn ard and run away and leave only mayb 3 confirmed players? like that play for fuck!

tmd. so damn angry. mayb it's not her fault but then she's the ic man. mayb it's bcoz of the scrapping of the HAS system. mayb ppl juz can't be bothered anymore to join. wdf. im beginning to regret being the captain. zi zao ma fan! as if last year i hadn't puke enough blood. this year wanna puke somemore.

disappointed and more disappointment. like my friend said, life is full of disappointments! indeeed, especially when it comes to hall and school. KNN! can't there be a year when i don;t have to puke blood anymore? and smile all the way though the team is a lousy one yet full attendence?

i realise that i only blog when there's sth to complain. hahaha...anyways, other than things which makes me angry, irritated and disgusted, i'm basically living in a lovey dovey life. >.<