bad bad daY!

bad bad day!

first up was the MP2012 project presentation. our mechanism failed on us. none of the balls went in when we were presenting to prof. I thought he seemed unimpressed with our mechanism for it being bulky and less attractive. oh well, true enough he said ' if he were us, he wldn't have chose to make this.' We were juz being more challenging and not plainly juz do a simple job and be done with it. He wasn't very mean towards us but he clearly had successfully further dampened our mood. i felt really lousy when it failed and ever more when he said that.

was feeling bad for not staying over with them the previous night. heard that they had been adjusting the mechanism the whole night. But i really couldn't. i would be having the spanish oral the next early afternoon and my period wld be coming as well. predictably around these few days as i had been having symptoms all along.

true enough, it came after the presentation and there came hell. i hate periods! why do i have to suffer like this every month??!?!?!? grr........

predicting that the grade for the mp2012 wld be damn low. but i'm getting over it. it's nth compared to self-achievement. we had successfully overcome the challenge we set upon ourselves on top of that instructed. nvm that it didn't work yesterday. we don't need others' recognition, do we? as long as we learnt something, it's gold to us!

then came spanish. failed grades for listening compre and portfolio. it's ok. it's alright. i told myself. juz ACE the oral part. as usual, i was super duper nervous but when the whole thing was over, the whole class clapped and the professora said " muy bien!". another self-achievement. we only had almost around two days to prepare for it. my partner had been busy and i was the same as well. but we did ACE it. hopefully the grade is A as well. :)

everything comes in pairs eh? nvm that i failed my portfolio, listening compre, presentation, i did feet that i achieved and learned a lot.

and now, i juz hav to forget the unhappiness, unsatisfactory of yesterday and look towards tomorrow. nth is more precious that gaining experiences and lessons. i shall learn how to view grades as juz merely numbers. although it does contribute significantly towards my graduation cert. but i still strongly believe that as long as i'm able to understand wad's presenting infornt it me, and not juz plain memorising and half-understanding, i can ace any qns they giv me.

I WANNA BE A BETTER PERSON!

LET'S GO EVERYONE! let's work hard. forget abt any failures we had encountered, work towards the future!

let's go go gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo