crazied

been a bit too hot-tempered, a bit too quick-tempered, a bit too impatient, a bit too anxious this semester. have been offending some of my friends, i felt due to my incompetence to deal with this sudden rush of stress all of a sudden. sigh....i'm slowly turning into another me whom i don't even know at all!!!!

forever running after the lectures, forever rushing through my works and projects, forever not getting enough sleep, forever not eating breakfast. uni life is slowly changing my temper, turning it worse.

not to say i don't even have time for friends, i don't even have time for trainings. been losing way much muscle mass, which is unacceptable. feeling weak and fragile is what i am now. i could no longer move as swift, no longer agile, no longer quick-thinking......no more.....i feel as if i'm turning into a potato soon....or maybe a marshmallow....

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i hope everything wld be better after the recess week......( fat hope ) sigh......