wad's the prob

sigh..i do not noe wad to do.....

i've been editing, deleting, re-writing this post for over three times already. my mind is in a mess and i do not know wad i shld express here.

i do not want u to feel unhappy...in fact i hate it when u feel angry....whether or not it;s becoz of me. i wld feel that everything's my fault and like how u wld feel, i feel like a thrash, useless, just a black heavy plastic bag. nothing of value, only things which people are sick and dislike of.

haiz...so many things that i wanna bring across to u. but when it comes to the time for me to express, i'm lost in how i shld bring it out in a way that u wld not feel angry.

haiz......wad da heck....i'm unable to write any further.....