forgetful

wad a lousy person i am.

keep forgetting dates and dates. wad i'm suppose to do on a specified date! especially IHG. since my ic went for hols, i can remember wad day is IH training, that i'm suppose to contact the players for their training times, look up for the IH dates and times. alamak! such simple task yet i screw everything up. oh well..not me exactly.

it shldn't be me fixing up dates and times and place for the trainings. it shldn't be me LOOKING for MORE players. all the more, I SHLDN'T FEEL SO BAD FOR NOT HAVING A FULL TEAM right? it's not my fault anyway, whos the IC?

bebe keep telling me not to worry so much coz it's not my job anywayz. serene said the same. but then i juz feel not right abt this. that i'm suppose to make things right. but i keep screwing things up.

today suppose to have training but then i told sab that training on wed. omg. wed is match already leh. and how come noone sms me abt training except sab. i tot she mixed up the date. but apparently it's me. sigh...

this ih is so screwed up. and i'm so f**** frustrated.

y do i still keep forgetting things. stop being so blur. *sulk