lost

Exams are the times when i start to wonder and ponder on a lot of issues. What am i gonna do in the future? DO i really wanna work as an engineer? Am i really cut out for engineering position?

I'm not so sure. You see, u can manage this course doesn;t mean it suits u. Isn't this right? I'm losing my interest in this course, and most of the time, i do everything else except study. I hate memorizing for the sake of exam, i wanna learn for life, not for exam.

What are my passion in life? They say as long as you persisted ur passion as ur career, you'll be happy. DOes it really work this way? i mean, if ur passion is like ice-ski-ing and then u set up a company on that knowing there's no market here, you jolly well be prepared to eat instant noodle! haha...oh well, of coz that's crap. NO one in the right mind wld do this. lolz.

Sigh, i think i'm increasing becoming a systematic thinker, a successful result of this society.

What am i gonna do? Economy is plunging into high low. Jobs are dwindling everywhere, pay cuts, retrenchment. How can there be job vacancy when year 2009 arrives?

Challenging indeed. But I'm losing the air.........who can give me some air?

Worry comes with age. Different perspective does open up lots of windows but at the same time more worries. Uncertainties and doubts are the cause of irritation. It's time to take a step back and scrunitize externally.