money for bebe

gave up $$$ for a happy time. Although my pocket has a large hole right now, i prefer to be there. How can i disappoint him and myself on such a special day?

thank you for making urself free that day. Tho it's juz a small action, it does really makes me very delighted. thank you thank you so much. It makes me love you even more and i doubt if it would stop. :) smiles!!!!!

dazzling

sorrow overwhelmes at times. why? i don;t even know.

sometimes i feel so sad that i couldn't even concentrate. why do i feel so beaten everytime? i feel like crying so badly and most of the time i do. It's not as tho someone else bullied me. But it;s juz me.

i feel so f*ked up and heck. I can't even find comfort in watching a movie. Wanna really talk to someone to feel better but seems like noone's free to accompany me through the night.

It's juz me again....alone here.

The supposedly happy day is coming but i dun feel it at all. I dun even care anymore........i just want myself and my life to go on.

yay~

Contacts bought, contacts worn, everything is clear and distinct to me now!!!!

no more blur vision, no more strain to the eye, perfecto!!!!

After nearly 8 months, i'm going to cook my first dinner in hall again this semester. Why the sudden freetime? Aha...i'm fired again...from my tuition. Sianz, this shows one thing. Either i'm too honest and kind or i'm juz not suited to be a teacher. Who cares! My bebe is gg to feed me. hehe....but then that also means, i must really spend my money wisely from now on. :)

NO prob~

it's a blessing to have you. with you, bliss fills the atmosphere. there won't be one time that i would doubt it. doubt that the love is here with me. :) be with me forever, will ya? pls?