Stagnant life

I've not been updating. I know. And I know very clearly that updating here is only done when there is something in my mind which I do not know where to vent. Often, I would and always return to this page, reading my own post over and over again, chewing on the alphabets and ponder hard.


I've reached a crossroad junction in my life. It's either I turn left or right. So simple right? Only left or right wad.

But it's not. No matter how tough I used to think myself as, no matter how determined I thought I can be, the truth is laid infront of me.

Career-wise, I'm lost. What do you wanna do? The same qns pops out every now and then. NO answer.

Relationship wise, I'm confused. What do you expect in this? Lots of answers but conclusion? Blank.

Feeling life this way is a diversion. It's a blend cappucino without the usual dosage of sugar.

Make it right. Add in a tsp of sugar, stir and let it settle. Whatever it is, FIX IT!