Friday, July 07, 2006

sleepless

When everyone is tucking comfortably under their blanket, i was tossing on bed, reading and deleting messages in my hp.

i can't sleep....after much attempt. sudden sadness overwhelmes me and tears uncontrollably flow past my cheeks. 7 to 8 months ago, i won't believe and never wld think of the day i wld feel so bad for leaving singapore till now. i'm not even out of singapore yet and i'm feeling horribly already.

i guess i'm slowly changing into a silly silly girl.

bye...for the moment

bye...for the moment.

i'll be leaving this piece of land soon...on sat morning. wld be moving all my luggage to sis's place first coz i've gotta pack some of the things sis bought to bring back home. by sat early morning i'll be stepping out of sis's place, most likely standing in the mrt to kranji, then sitting on bus 170 to johor bahru custom, stepping out of this island and taking a cab to the airport. fidgetting in the small and jerky budget airplane for 2 hrs before touching down in miri where dad wld pick us up and tada...we wld be on our way back home....Brunei....my growing up childhood place.

BUT i'll be leaving a piece of me behind, my bebe.....my sweetie. my home....home is where bebe is now.

3 weeks, yes, it's a short period of time. BUT not when u wld be missing someone and longing to see his smile again the next day. however, i'll be bringing all our precious memeories along with me, reviewing them again and again....till i see ur smile and into ur open arms again.

bebe...wait for me k....

such a delight to be called urs. such a delight to have u beside me. such a delight to be able to love u.

look inside ur heart, as i wld look inside mine...in search of the heart, the heart where i belong and u belong too in me, whenever u miss me as i wld too. i'm always there. home it is.